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| you know those mornings when you wake up from the most incredible sleep? That was today. it was well well needed. So I got up and chilled for a little bit. Getting my barings so to speak. The sun was out greating us all. Could it get more gorgeous? Just wait till tomorrow. It was some quality roommate ladies time today. we went for an incredible walk downtown, ate a delicious breakfast at the bohemian bagel cafe. no years ago this wasn't really the place to go and now it's so stinkin rad. so if you want to take me for breakfast or lunch or go for breakfast or lunch we will go there. it's only open till 2 and closed on mondays so we'll have to make sure we don't miss the time slot. it was awesome. oh and excellent lattes. then on to opus...seriously the best thing besides buying shoes and i think my t-shirt ideas are starting to fly. honestly. i'm stoked. i need to get a silk screening machien. So that's my next thing i'm saving up for. if you would like to donate to the fund let me know. as for now time to cut amandas hair then get together with some sweet action peeps and dream about the next conference we're gonna host. after that it'll be an awesome time of worship tonite at 'the bridge' 2100 Gordon Dr. So if you're down come on out. much love | | |
| the only safe place is in the centre. i should be sleeping but this keeps running through my mind | | |
| i've been waiting for you or have i? sometimes i wonder what i'm waiting for? is it the status in a relationship? my hair to get longer or the decision to cut is shorter? for the sun or the snow, a breeze or for a second just to stand still. to read on more and more not being able to take enough in or to hear the audio book of life around me. the author you. always a broken smile, holding a little back. waiting for there to be a time, a place, a moment. waiting to put my soul on canvass, cloth, paper or sound wave. where do i put it down? it falls. it spills over into everything. these pants are not wrinkle free and water resistant. they're fraying a bit from the edges being stepped on over and over again...drug along the ground waiting to be lifted up. but you keep on walking, stepping, not noticing the holes. the rocks become a part of the material, the colour is changed and goes to a different city. finally a night without overtime. it's what i've been waiting for. sometimes you just want to be done. to be done. for the buzzer to go and to go on. line change line change please, someone let me sit down. wednesday was free and now it's kamloops again. i'm becoming familiar with you exit 398. tomorrow night i will lock my door. the door has been locked more than it usually is. just tired of the open possibilities. i need to stay inside. the beat comes again and quickly follows the dance. step step spin. i fall again and it's four shades of white on a canvass. maybe the picture is already done. oh to be wrapped up, blankets, pashminas, lattes, tulips and sunshine. so black i go again hoping not to fade like red. tired of the up keep, tired of the trying. it's all raw now. fly for free ferocious feline | | |
| so i'm in kamloops. it's sunny and freezing. what is this alberta? saskatchewan? come on! anyways and i've somehow forgotten a lot of things on this trip. no jacket, no cell phone carger, no shampoo or conditioner. so besides shampoo and conditioner bought only minutes ago at superstore the rest i will live without. i officially can set up all my equipment and do a full grad photo shoot. pretty much lovin it. i now have my own set of equipment and sweet lovin camera. Jay if you're reading this i now have the dark green kit. your bright orange one lives right next to mine and is waiting for you to come home. so tomorrow is gonna be a long day. there's the suprise that we need to go to logan lake and do something as well. fuuun. then i'll be home long enough to go back home long enough to sleep and go to grandforks. the crazy world of working for lifetouch. on a brighter note my next paycheck will exist and i will buy a peacoat. enough for now. i'm gonna go chill until the new season of the batchelor is on. nice. oh and i will continue on my super rad reading of sex, drugs and cocopuffs. i'm really lovin it so far. here's to the smell of the mill....eeewww. thanks kamloops | | |
| so honestly a massive thank you to everyone who made today so special. some of you know who you are and others don't even know who i am... it was the first birthday in a while where i've spent it in canada. and not one moment of dissappointment even shadowed in it. this year canada was the nation of choice. i wanna see it all this year. drown me in my senses a little while ago a dear friend bought me a journal... i'll leave my reflections, analyzations and vulnerbility pertaining to 23 hidden in those pages. someone pass me a pen -k ps. look out Keifer there's about to be a moment | | |
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